but looking like zombies,

Tue, 02 Jan 2007 07:42:27 GMT

this was the ultimate test.
i hope god is completely satisfied.
he won't even see me graduate.
or any of the other 6 neices and nephews he left behind.
life is a lottery.
you never know when you will have to go.
my uncle cheated.
he cheated at the lottery.
he went before his numbers were called.
its not fair.
my mom, my dad, and me left him
on such terrible terms.
we were the icing on his cake.
i NEVER knew he was so complex.
my new years resolution was to stop making wishes.
my mom and me just left my grandma's
and we saw a shooting star.
after i wished on it.
i looked at her and told her
that i had already broken my resoltion.
and still, he didn't come back.
my brother doesn't even know.
i don't even want to see his face
when he fucking finds out.
i'm completely speechless.
my mom lost her brother.
my dad lost his best friend.
i lost my best bud- my uncle mikey.

Michael Slevin
September 11, 1958-
January 1, 2007.

i love you.
i miss you.
i can't belive you.

happy fucking new year to the cocks who won't be there for me.
this will seriously prove that you're the peice of shit, not me.

LOCKED!

Sun, 21 May 2006 18:35:33 GMT

Friends Only.
add me and i'll add you back.

clarity n. clearness of thought or style

Sun, 21 May 2006 18:11:51 GMT

life these days is rediculous.
i no longer can spell let alone stand the people i love.
i don't even know what a friend is anymore.
the term win some/loose some is my new philosophy.
don't get me wrong.
i have the most amazing 4 friends ever.
Colleen, Samantha, Candice, and Katelyn.

it's funny how 14 year olds can change a person's life.

the end of an era maybe?

can't forget to mention; i have the angles.

eh you know.

Sat, 13 May 2006 01:05:20 GMT

-[When Gurls Wanna Kiss You ]-

1. they stare into your eyes bitting their lip.
2. they always wrap their arms around you.
3. they play with their hands, shirts, pants, etc. just waiting for you to make the move.
4. they text you sayin i wanna c u tomorrow.. :)

-[When Guys Wanna Kiss You ]-

1. they hold your hand and always play with it.
2. they stare into your eyes for a long time.
3. they always tell you how much they love you and that they will never let you go.
4. they just grab your hand because they want to hold it.
5. they play with your hair.

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YOUR WISH WILL COME TRUE IN 5 DAYS IF YOU REPOST THIS IN 10 MIN.

YOUR WISH WILL COME TRUE IN 3 DAYS IF YOU REPOST THIS IN 5 MIN.

YOUR WISH WILL COME TRUE IN 1 DAY IF YOU REPOST THIS IN THE NEXT MIN

Sat, 06 May 2006 04:20:48 GMT

good fun.
i babysat
filled my gas tank
chilled wit col/sam/tramps4lyfe
coney
ally
grant park

=)

Fri, 05 May 2006 23:32:11 GMT

See what Care Bear you are.

Your Seduction Style: Sweet Talker

Your seduction technique can be summed up with "charm"
You know that if you have the chance to talk to someone...
Well, you won't be talking for long! ;-)

You're great at telling potential lovers what they want to hear.
Partially, because you're a great reflective listener and good at complementing.
The other part of your formula? Focusing your conversation completely on the other person.

Your "sweet talking" ways have taken you far in romance - and in life.
You can finess your way through any difficult situation, with a smile on your face.
Speeding tickets, job interviews... bring it on! You truly live a *charmed life*

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Gummy Bears

You may be smooshie and taste unnatural, but you're so darn cute.

What Kind of Candy Are You?

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:

You have medium extroversion.
You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.
Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.
But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."

Conscientiousness:

You have medium conscientiousness.
You're generally good at balancing work and play.
When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.
But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.

Agreeableness:

You have medium agreeableness.
You're generally a friendly and trusting person.
But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.
You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.

Neuroticism:

You have high neuroticism.
It's easy for you to feel shaken, worried, or depressed.
You often worry, and your worries prevent you from living life fully.
You tend to be emotionally reactive and moody. Your either flying very high or feeling very low.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.
A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

The Five Factor Personality Test

Your Ideal Relationship is Casual Dating

Maybe you're looking for love...
But mostly you're looking for fun.
You could get serious with the right person.
For now, though, you're enjoying playing the field.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

You're a Romantic Kisser

For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance
You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea
The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood
It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

You Passed 8th Grade Math

Congratulations, you got 7/10 correct!

Could You Pass 8th Grade Math?

You Are 56% Addicted to Myspace

Your Myspace addiction factor is: Moderate

You're slowly building a very strong addiction to Myspace. Get out while you still can!

Are You Addicted to Myspace?

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as confident and determined.

Overall, your true self is moody and dynamic.

With friends, you seem logical, detached, and a bit manipulative.

In love, you seem like a huge flirt.

In stressful situations, you seem selfish and moody.

What Do People Think Of Your Face?

Your Seduction Style: Ideal Lover

You seduce people by tapping into their dreams and desires.

And because of this sensitivity, you can be the ideal lover for anyone you seek.

You are a shapeshifter - bringing romance, adventure, spirituality to relationships.

It all depends on who your with, and what their vision of a perfect relationship is.

What Is Your Seduction Style?

Your Eyes Should Be Blue

Your eyes reflect: Innocence and sweetness

What's hidden behind your eyes: A calculating mind

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

You Are a Coy Flirt

You may not seem like you're flirting, but you know exactly what you're doing.
You draw people in, very calculatingly, without them even knowing.
Subtle and understated, you know how to best leverage your sex appeal.
A sexy enigma, you easily become an object of obsession.

What Kind of Flirt Are You?

daaaaaamn i get so bored sometimes
this is crazzzyyy

all done
i have to babysit tonite
hopefully samantha and colleen will stop by

female sex organs.

Sat, 29 Apr 2006 03:39:03 GMT

so today was normal.
i hung with krick
and then kate
and then candie
and then pat newman.
we colored, played ball in the house, walked home.

THEN THE FUCKING FUN STARTED.

so i'm driving and i am going to take kate n candie home and then i look to my right in my sub and there are six 8 year old girls mooning us. candice was like OMG TURN AROUND! so i pull in a driveway and she switches sides and rolls down the window and is like WOULD YOU LIKE ME TELL YOUR MOTHER WHAT YOUR DOING?!?! HUH?!?! DOES YOUR MOTHER KNOW?!?! then we drive around the block and we're like shit we're doing that again. so we come around again and we're like candice moon them! and she's like K! so she pulls down her pants rolls down the window sticks her ass out and starts smacking it screaming KISS THIS HUH KISSSSSS THISSSS! (SMACK SMACK SMACK) Then we drove around the block again and i peed my pants and they ran in the house. gay right? so then we are at 21 and garfeild on the way to candies and we see like five/six 14 year old boys outside 7-11. candice and katelyn roll down the windows and are like HEY I LOVE YOU CALL ME OMG I LOVE YOU!!! so then we drop candice off after we talked about how we saw her on MYSPACE<3 and then katelyn and i drive by again and we're like fucking FLASH THEM! so she turns her hoodie around and puts the hood up over her face and as we get there she rolls down the window and was like HEY and fucking flashes them. i was laughing so hard i almost went off the road.

they are pretty much my life<3

LOLZ LMFAO ROFL!

<3 srsly qtz again tom night!

Mon, 24 Apr 2006 20:14:09 GMT

audrey.
i did it.
i'm a creep.

why is your phone off?
call me back teeth lemon.

i'm weak.

Mon, 24 Apr 2006 01:04:57 GMT

i'm sick of being like this.
i need to get better.

i found audrey on this stalker site earlier.
haha AUDS YOUZ A QT FOR REALZ.

my friends and i are redik is FUCK.
i need a dragonfruit right about now.
audrey doesn't like those. maybe she will have one extra.

too bad this only lasted cause kate wasn't home.

kricks mix spring mix vol. 1 issue. 6 is out
19 fully loaded trax.

goodbye.

blue eyes

Mon, 24 Apr 2006 00:57:36 GMT

Body:
Blue Eyes-

People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. kind pretty or handsome very good kissers.They are very satisfying and love to please. They can EXCEED your pleasure standards. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 days.

-Green eyes -

People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the horniest. They long for the touch of another. You will meet the person you're going to spend the rest of your life with if you repost this

-Brown eyes -

People with brown eyes are very attractive, adorable, love to make new friends. Will do anything for that special person. Kind and polite Can make anyone laugh or cheer them up. Loves to please the one they care or love for,greatest kissers of them all seriously, repost this if you have brown eyes, and you will find the one that you are meant to be with within the next 7 days.

-Hazel eyes -

People with hazel eyes are GORGEOUS.They have the most unusual relationships. They're awesome at diversity and trying new things and very rarely will say no to ANY challenge. They are also the best in bed. If you have hazel eyes and repost this you will learn your new favorite technique of catching someone special

REPOST THIS WITH YOUR EYE COLOR AND YES THIS IS ABOUT 97% TRUE

haha i'm so gay.

hit the lights, amber pacific, chiodos, the early november, matchbook romance

Fri, 14 Apr 2006 17:28:47 GMT

show.
good.
coney.
good.
cute boi.
good.
auds.
not good.

over all i had fun last night.
i'm tired.
i need rest.
i need more nutrition.
i think i'll take vitamins.

audrey ann(e) laforest better call me today.
we need to go have hott tea.

my job hasn't started yet.
i need money.
fast cash.
stephanie is gay.
i have no gas.

ok bye

shiiit

Tue, 11 Apr 2006 21:15:53 GMT

1.
[] Lose a lover
-or-
[x] Love a loser

2.
[x] Never see again
-or-
[] Never speak again

3.
[] Run 2 miles straight
-or-
[x] Walk 8 miles

4.
[x] Go to the beach park
-or-
[] Have a milkshake

5.
[x] Laugh when no one else is
-or-
[] Not laughing while everybody else is

6.
[] Drink 10 cans of soda @ once
-or-
[x] never drink soda again

7.
[x] Have your pants rip
-or-
[] Get thrown in a trash can

8.
[x] Work at Mcdonalds
-or-
[] Join the army

9.
[x] Kiss someone you dont like
-or-
[] Have someone kiss you who doesn't like you

10.
[x] Not take a bath for a week
-or-
[] Take a bath in a lake

i don't fucking do lakes.
ANYTHING but lakes and ponds.

11.
[x] Be an only child
-or-
[ ] Have 5 brothers

12.
[x] Cry in front of 5000 strangers
-or-
[ ]Cry in front of your whole school

13.
[] Win a million dollars
-or-
[x] Get the love of your life

14.
[] Be able to rewind time
-or-
[x] See the future

15.
[x] Be hated for who you are
-or-
[ ] Be loved for who your not

16.
[x] Die the day after the best day of your life
-or-
[] Live to be 90 with everyday being okay

17.
[] Be really hot/ gorgeous
-or-
[x] Have a really great personality

18.
[x] Go skydiving
-or-
[] Go scuba diving

19.
[x] Be loved by one person
-or-
[]Have 10 people who like you so that u can pick which ones hottest

20.
[x] Have one absolutely amazing kiss
-or-
[] Have 40 okay kisses

21.
[x] Love and lose
-or-
[] Never love at all

22.
[] Be friends with someone you absolutley hate
-or-
[x] Give someone you love a dirty look

i made a new friend
fuck yeahs.
i need a new livejournal.
this is completely sickining.

warped tour this yearrr

Fri, 07 Apr 2006 02:43:29 GMT

18 Visions
AFI
Aiden
The Academy Is
Against Me!
Alexisonfire
Amber Pacific
Anti Flag
Armor For Sleep
ASG
Billy Talent
The Bled
Bouncing Souls
Bullet For My Valentine
Buzzcocks
Cartel
The Casualties
Die Hunns
Dork
Down To Earth Approach
Dropping Daylight
The Early November
Eight Fingers Down (Bbq Band)
Emanuel
Emery
Every Time I Die
The Fall Of Troy
Flashlight Brown
From Autumn To Ashes
From First To Last
The Fully Down
Gatsbys American Dream
The Germs
Greeley Estates
Gym Class Heroes
Hellogoodbye
Helmet
I am Ghost
Joan Jett & The Blackhearts
Less Than Jake
The Living End
Moneen
Motion City Soundtrack
Mute Math
Nofx
Over It
Paramore
The Pink Spiders
Pistolita
Plain White T's
Protest The Hero
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Reggie & The Full Effect
Rise Against
Riverboat Gamblers
Saosin
Say Anything
Saves The Day
Senses Fail
Shiragirl
Silverstein
The Sounds
State Radio
Stretch Arm Strong
Sum 41
The Sunstreak (Bbq Band)
Thursday
Underoath
Valient Thorr
Voltera
Wheels On The Bus
Zox

capriconrayhs

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 02:58:58 GMT

hey sugar,
how you doin?

wow.

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 23:00:01 GMT

today sucked.
talk about feeling like an idiot
and audrey doesn't answer her phone.

MURRRR>E>E

Wed, 18 Jan 2006 02:40:56 GMT

another thing, i'm sick of meeting hypocritical people.
i met so many new people this year, but a few of them like to stab me in the back.
honestly, fuck off and fuck you.
don't tell me how much i can trust you just so i will tell you things because you knew i needed someone at that time.
i honestly believed you would be a good friend let alone a good person to me,
but you weren't.
you are pretty much everything opposite of what i want out of a friend.
i trusted you. fuck that.
and also, don't use my bestfriend as a way to get to her ex-boyfriend.
he doesn't want you to suck his dick and neither does anyone else.
it's really cool when someone you just meet tells you you're going to be "friends forever" and they ditch you, uninvite you to places, leave your parties to get high, talk shit, ignore you, get pissed at you for no reason. that makes me feel incredible.
realize that you're a fucking bitch.

wonder who thats too guys:)
its ok though, cause she thinks i cant see her lj?

this is BULLSHIT

also i love math<3
fuck yeah!
salright check matts blogspot. explains everything.

AUDREY+KRISTA=
fuck yeah. they are the only ones i like anymore.
its rediculous but its true. ONLY ONES.

krista has been my beeffefftothemaxforevernever.
audery is my new beeffefftothemaxforever.
i can't get enough of them.

PS! I LOVE HOES AND SLUT
I LOVE BEING CALLED A HOE
AND I LOVE BEING CALLED A SLUT!

FUCKKK EYEAHEHESAHA

krista richter and i drove around today.
she's so nifty and i love her car<3 RHONDA.

i went to two shows with auderpie and matthew
krista michelle richter only went to one.
sok i was still with her in spirtiesdffdjkr .

k BYE

i get scared when i don't. coswallup i tell you.

Mon, 02 Jan 2006 05:59:24 GMT

fucking bitch wanna be tree smoker
Body: Why guys shouldnt cheat!
WhY bOyz ShOuldNt ChEaT oN gIrLs']

There was once a girl named Ashley who had a boyfriend
named
Jack.

Jack was the most popular guy in school. The three most
popular
girls were
Courtney, ASHLEY, and Emma. Jack thought of Ashley as OKAY,
but
he REALLy
liked Courtney. Courtney liked jack also. Well of course
she
did, everyone
did!

Ashley and Courtney were worst enemies. Courtney tried to
steal
Jack away
everytime she had a chance to. One day, Courtney asked Jack
if
he wanted
to
go to the movies. Ashley heard everything....what movie
theatre
and what
time.

Ashley approached the movies that night and followed Jack
and
Courtney.
Ashley sat right behind them. she watched them get close to
each
other and
kiss....not only kiss, but practically get it on in the
theatre.
Courtney
told jack "Do you want to come to my place and skip this
boring
movie?" He
replied "hell yes."

Ashley had peeked through Courtney's window. Jack and her
were

messing
around and Ashley watched the whole thing.

The next day at school Ashley wasn't there. For the next
few
days Ashley
wasn't there. A week later her mother found her in her
closet
dead... she
commited suicide because she had loved Jack so much. Next
to
ashley's dead
body was a note.

A note that read: My dearest Jack, I watched you at the
movie
and at
Courtney's house and I will continue to watch you. I never
thought you
would
do something like this to me. I really loved you jack. I
died
for you just
like Jesus died for us.

Always with you, Ashley

Please foward this or Ashley will
haunt
you and try
to kill you because she wants everyone to know about
Courtney.

Thank you.

Please Scroll Down.
['In loving Memory of']
**Ashley Halagey**
What ashley did to one person who did not send this.......

One girl was looking through her e-mail and she ['deleted']
this
message
thinking it was another silly forward...the next day she
['was']
['found dead in']
['her bed']

['Of course u don't have to send this but I think Ashley Halagey' will come soon to get you like tonight when you are still awake just sitting in bed']

Repost this as `why boyz shouldnt cheat on gurls`or u will lose the one u love

sweet.

Fri, 30 Dec 2005 16:37:19 GMT

its fucking cold in my house.
i parked on my lawn yesterday.
opps my bad:)
last night i went to the show
with audrey && matt.
sweet huh?
taylor and laura found us.
we chilled. then
matt left us. fuck yeah.

mmm i think krick is mad at me.

seriously fuck off.

Mon, 26 Dec 2005 20:44:44 GMT

whatever. i don't need this shit from anyone.
i'm sick of getting the blame for EVERYTHING.
its not my fault your a bitch and don't make time for anyone.
its not my fault your relationship failed.
its not my fault that i wasyour friend and you decided to be gay.
its not my fault that you were a bitch just as much as i was.
its not my fault you went behind my back and then expect things to be ok.

fuck it. I DONT CARE.
ugh this christmas sucked and all of you just made it so much better.

Europe? OH AND OMGZ MY BEST FRIEND.

Fri, 23 Dec 2005 15:47:13 GMT

I think i'm going to Europe for three months at the end of May.
Apparently i'm eligable to study in England, France, The Netherlands, Switzerland, Belgium and Germany. I have to raise 5,200 well 6,000 if you count how much i will probably spend. Maybe even more than that.
I'm really nervous. Thats so much money and such a long time away from everything.
Whatever. i don't have to take finals. Mrs. Hunt will want amazing photos.
Whatverrr i'm done.

actaully i'm not. i'm going to update.
jason is home from the army and it wouldn't be the same for the couple without the arguments.
there wasn't really any arguing. just crying? sok krick.
well my best friend and i are so in loveeee :) its crazy i swear.

EXAMPLE A;
33 degrees out. 1 above freezing.

I can't believe i let her do that while we were driving.

we also goes to somersets alots.x1254
she buys while i pretend too.

EXAMPLE B;
we get our hairs cut together.

EXAMPLE C;
we check out our future careers in fashion together.

EXAMPLE D;
were so funny she pees pants. ITS COOL OK?

EXAMPLE E;
we play in the snow together.

EXAMPLE F;
we also make the sweetest videos in the world.

EXAMPLE G;
the last thing we do is chill wit mrs hunt in photag.

shes my best friend. i love her till i die.

congrats to the married couple. make it last bitches.

yesterday i hung with matthew and i knocked over my first snowman and stole my first scarf.
omgz. we stole a real estate sign and put it on someone else's lawn. lmfao rofl.
whatever that bitch owes me 200 dollars.

i seriously have nothing else to say.
but it took me a bitchingly long time to create my shrine to krista michelle.
i used to have other best friends. but were not friends ne more.

the 13 signs of falling in love

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 00:51:55 GMT

13. When your on the phone with them late at night and they hang up but you miss them already when it was just five minutes ago

12. You read their texts over and over again...

11. You walk really slow when you're with them...

10. You feel shy whenever you're with them...

9. When you think about them, your heart beats faster and faster...

8. You smile when you hear their voice...

7. When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you... all you see is him/her...

6. You start listening to slow songs, while thinking of them...

5. They become all you think about...

4. You get high just from their scent...

3. You realize that you're always smiling to yourself when you think about them...

2. You would do anything for them...

1. WHILE READING THIS, THERE WAS ONE PERSON ON YOUR MIND THE WHOLLEE TIME...

Now make a wish

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post this as "the 13 signs of falling in love"
*and something good will happen to you tonight

i get nervous when i dont do these:(

Tue, 06 Dec 2005 23:29:38 GMT

OMGZ. this fucker is still around.
lucky me:)

i seriously cant wait till chiodos is back.

Tue, 04 Oct 2005 01:37:59 GMT

OMg im so surprised this thing hasnt even deleted by now.
hmph lucky meee :)
today i hung out with lindsay jesse and sam.
nice. i also had a bitch fit cause everyone thinks blood is blue.
NO NO NO.
dont get me started.
krista lindsay emily ashley curtis audrey EVERYONE. its not
:)

hm apple orchardfor photo.
should be fun

car show

Thu, 28 Jul 2005 04:14:40 GMT

car show with my friends:)
andrew sonntag is just as annoying as carrie:)
lmao just kidding. but not:)
chris rodd likes to watch fights break out:)
andrew will call his insurance company if you touch his car:)
then strip it and sell the parts on ebay:)
lmfaooo fun day.
pspspspspss i was wih jason and lindsay and DANMANNNN :)

i love them ok bye

i hate your face. and your stupid skinny freckles.

SWEET

Wed, 27 Jul 2005 00:15:59 GMT

long boring day.
people are gay.
and they ignore calls.
sweet huh?
whatever their loss:)
jason's coming over.
with andrew. lmao
and not carrie
cause shes not allowed out.
:O wow. k byeee